Monday, September 24, 2018

Women are the Key to the Higher Life Experience


What women want is to feel safe with a man. She wants a sensitive and strong man who is consistent with his good health and wellness. She wants a partner who supports her creativity and who adores her love for nature and artistic expression. A woman needs a man who is secure with himself, meaning he’s not hustling trying to compete, compare and contrast. He is focused on his unique love for life. She needs a heartfelt man who enjoys discovering the mystery of his woman and appreciates her nurturing care, share and inclusion. She needs a steady man who has integrity and honesty virtues and who wants to evolve his understanding of love, career, health and family higher. She needs a man on a journey towards discovering his balance.
Women can offer such a man golden energy, wisdom, imagination and higher perspective that can elevate a man’s life experience and bring him closer to his balance. It is not through words and actions. A women’s transformative power is through her devotion to her creativity and uniqueness. Her natural compassion and willingness to grow and evolve to ever closer know her true self can inspire a man to take the inniative towards becoming the steady and secure tree a women needs to ground her wild spirit.
But many men are not steady or secure. Many men are very imbalanced and desensitized. This creates shallow relationships for men and unfulfilling relationships for women. However, women direct the relationship. If women were to sustain the higher caliber for a relationship she would not falter through unfulfilling relationships and therefore, if many many women did this men could have to adapt, transform to receive a women. Women are where new life is and men know women are the key to their rebirth, greater birth and spiritual birth that brings them understanding of soul, life purpose/career, friendship and rewarding family life.
The dilemma of uncaring, unsharing and unincluding men is on women, mothers and grandmothers. Mothers who do not direct a higher caliber experience with love, career, health and family raise boys to hustle, dominate, compete, compare and contrast. Mothers without creativity, discovery of true self, connection to nature and depth through devotion to joy create environments that do not bring balance to boys. Boys grow up without higher understanding or perspective, wisdom which creates the hustling angry boy. He wants a steady and secure life but has a limited understanding and therefore, doesn’t know how to achieve balance.
Women give men integrity and dignity and without such things men fall short to trickery and deception because they don’t have the caliber to reach victory authentically. Women are authenticity and men are in awe at such mystery. Men want to protect and support such mystery because it can birth a higher life experience for the future generations. However, when women fall short of authenticity their men and boys have no true understanding on how to reach victory. Their understanding of victory becomes hustle. It is tiring and in the end dulls men into doings but with no heart or higher life experience.

Tuesday, August 21, 2018

The Higher Life Partner


Attracting the Higher Life Partner
By Rosa Ivy
                        Before we can get into our radiance of our empowered movement we need to get real about the persons, places and things in our environment. The higher life partner isn’t a given. It is something we evolve to receive. All of us are born into a container full with the world’s dilemma, issue and low vibrating patterns. This is our primary clearing before we can get to our secondary activation. However, the primary “Getting Real” works together with the secondary activation.
                        We are a radiant soul that comes into a person, place and thing which for most is arrhythmic to the essence. Therefore, as a child growing up, we begin to distance ourselves from the hand in hand closeness with our essence to fit inside the container. What this does is create a barrier between the person created by the container and the essence living free from the container. Therefore, we don’t know how to connect finite to infinite, manifest our potential, receive clarity about decisions nor have heartfelt wonder for new possibilities.
                        We live lying to ourselves to follow the legacy of what is inside the container, which doesn’t vibrate very high and therefore, isn’t high quality creations. We lie to ourselves about what we want from life because living only in the container we are limited capacity to envision a greater life for ourselves, limited imagination, limited energy, limited projection and a very small broadcast. We ask for what we want inside the container and then lose our voice when we don’t receive it instantly. But mostly the things we ask for are coming from an unhealed place that seeks for ego attention to validate the existence of the container. However, ego without essence is governed by group think, common low vibrating beliefs and mundane smallness. Ego wants group think success and presents facades or gives a “Show” to get anything out of life, is entitled to get what beliefs state…I get this job, house, car but there is no depth only objects to fill the small container and uses distractions to hide away low self-esteem.
                        If we are to successfully navigate through the primary school we need to clear the dilemma, issue and low vibrating patterns out of the holistic system or we attract a partner that matches our ego’s limited resource, low capacity to expand, low energy to rise above and mundane thinking, needs something to make time go by faster, needs someone to validate I am existing. We have to get real and clear all the persons, places and things that do not activate higher consciousness by bringing essence to life and getting our container unique and original. We cannot lie to ourselves and pretend to be something we’re not, engage in random encounters or get desperate for attention. We have to equalize ego and essence to know wholeness to imagine a higher partner that is beyond survival before we can meet them.
                        This is a challenging task because it requires us to strip ourselves of environments that do not support higher consciousness such as moving out of our partner’s house, ending friendships that drain us, jobs that entrap us, etc. Now, higher consciousness isn’t hanging with monks, Yogis, Saints or deeply spiritual people. It is connecting with the 5 elements that govern our radiance such as Water––gentle flow, Fire––energetic movement, Earth––grounded joy, and Wind––changeable spaciousness. These connections can show up in many ways but it creates an overall rhythmic and organic environment that replenishes and inspires.
                        Many of us don’t graduate to the secondary school because we refuse to listen to our intuition out of fear and limited thinking. We stay because we don’t see other options at that current awareness because we are engaging in environments that aren’t fertile with higher consciousness to open new possibilities. We call someone our match but that partnership is dilemma, issue and low vibrating patterns that isn’t radiant.
                        Synergistic radiance is the highest partnership. It is two people swirling higher consciousness or Mother Earth rhythmically and reverently through each other. Many relationships are two energies pulling and leaking each other that scrambles the natural rhythm of the two individuals and is inflexible to new nuances that revive the vitality of the relationship. A relationship in the container only wants to survive. Expansion isn’t priority or relevant. It is maintain the fixed identity.
                        We are not having an ego death because ego is important. It gives us discernment and boundaries but it is to assist the essence and not to rule the essence. When ego rules the essence relationship is dilemma, issue and low vibrating patterns that is not fulfilling for the essence. But we continue to lie to ourselves because the container can’t imagine anything higher. Therefore, we settle into the smallness of our capability. This is the work, sex, eat and repeat partnership based on tried play, expectation and status quo relay that recycles more of the same work, sex, eat and repeat.
                        Once we’ve wholeheartedly decided it is a must to be the essence and follow through on the heart simple Joy through connecting with Mother Earth becomes priority. We begin to learn ourselves from Mother Earth’s perspective rather than the containers. We begin to take care of our holistic health and fine tune our natural rhythm through harmonizing, healing and equalizing the body, mind and spirit. Through holistic heath we begin to understand what it means to be empowered, heartfelt, healed and connected to something greater than the container. We become intuitive, creative, strong and unique. However, the container cannot be ignored, denied or out of view. We live in a world where most pull thoughts and ideas from the container. Therefore, we need endurance and a strong will to move and shake the hard mold dilemma, issue and low vibrating patterns have on us and loosen it for new nuances to take root and reshape our potential higher.
                        We must elevate our stature above our fears, insecurity, childhood, circumstance, attitude to view life from a cosmic more infinite perspective to upgrade the ego identity. Strong essence is how we ground the great envisioned victory into the matrix which is the larger container around the self container. The prominent broadcast of the essence becomes a powerful magnetic field that vibrates structures loose to match the plan of the essence. It brings practical and soulful life together.
                        This is a challenge because it requires inputting higher vibrations into the holistic system consistently, everyday to solidify the new pattern. Eventually, the new, more efficient and expanded pattern will rewrite the container. But are we committed to the work required? We must face our dilemma, issue and low vibrating patterns and it will bring tears, fears, heartache, pain, trauma and insecurity up to the surface to be healed. Many of us rather hide, distract or ignore our shadows but whatever is low vibrating or unhealed must rise if we are to rise the total system higher.
                        Befriending shadows is taking back our power. No more are fear, insecurity, trauma, childhood issue, anger and shame governing our potential. We breakthrough the self-sabotage, self-destruct, low vibrating chatter––dilemma, issue and low vibrating patterns by making reverence our mission. Life then becomes a dedication and discipline to the essence and learning what she/he needs to be radiant, what does and does not serve the radiance and getting consolidated and clear. Simple joy and evolution of the essence through overcoming challenge and reaching victory becomes everyday insight and deeper connection to Mother Earth.
                        We must be victory! We must evolve! We must hold the torch up to prove to ego and the matrix that we are serious about birthing our total self on Earth Now. Reverence is the key to unlocking massive gold arching doors to radiance that commands “Give me what I want Creatively” because the broadcast isn’t ego unhealed, need for attention, entitlement to job, house, car but a sincere channel of divine vibrato that is a lot more powerful than the weak unmoved relay seeking façade power. There is a distinct line between low quality work and work ethic and high quality work. High quality work is native. It is being the embodiment of Mother Earth and like a Tree natural Creation is high quality because it is in-synch with the rhythm, flow, energy, evolution and agility of Mother Earth. Then, the electromagnetic field of a single person becomes an entire forest and the entire forest becomes a single person’s one big breath.
                        It is be humble, lighthearted and sovereign that reverence calls in. Once we gain our youthful momentum the common decline in radiance, holistic health and jazz for natural life for many people clears out of the holistic system providing revived space and like a child before dilemma, issue and low vibrating patterns we are a golden temple for creative expression. This momentum expands ego capacity to hold higher energy and floods the black and white container with bright consolidated color. This upgrades belief on potential for life experience, the relationship with pain and trauma and provides a higher self-concept that rises above duality, black and white, good and bad into unconditional love.
                        Unconditional love is the energy that can heal anything. It is our greatest study and greatest mastery. Our thoughts shift from “What I truly want probably isn’t out there to I Am a Creator and therefore, whatever is most prominent in my energy field is broadcasting to be.” We become aware of what is projecting out of our holistic system and chiropractor or self adjust ourselves to divine healing. Each of us has a divine healing inside. When the essence is prominent in life divine healing is our radiance.
                        Divine healing is endured, tolerant, patient and consolidated radiance like a very wise, sophisticated and understanding Tree. This is higher consciousness. This is break through. To know unconditional love in the holistic system through reverence in mediation, art-making, singing, dancing, forest bathing, writing, laughing, traveling and mind, body and spirit healing We are Mother Earth, the sunny tops of the tree and the dark deep to the tree.
                        It is a challenge because everything has to be poured out, faced and redefined. Everything we claim we are from the father, mother, grandparents, ex lovers, jobs and circumstances, all dilemma, issue and low vibrating patterns has to rise and it is a process. Dilemma, issue and low vibrating patterns are heavy on the holistic system because there are centuries; thousands of years of group think structures, shrinking beliefs and mundane smallness. Therefore, we must be consistent, determined and more than okay with being unique and original to hold the torch up long enough for big dreams to reach us.
                        Then, when we date we are seeking a compliment not someone to fill our void or pretend live with but is not brightness. Living is leadership, following through on the heart, saying NO to the drainage on our health and growing energy and not losing jazz for life. Only a divine healing can keep up with the ebbs and flows without getting entangled, broken, bitter, harden, toxic or distorted. Divine healing knows reverence and focus to get to the root of why the soul is here and getting real about all persons, places and things in the environment.
                        There is no need to lie because unconditional love sees beyond duality and has the compassion to recognize everything returns to love. When a divine healing occurs space is open for light to activate the higher function of the holistic system bringing natural gifts and talents, wisdom, clarity, wholeness, oneness and great jazz for life. Partnership then becomes an amplification of our radiance and not a benefactor of our completeness. It becomes a mirror of our unified projection of inner harmony and jazz for life.
                         Partnership is self-discovery and not an unmoved, boring relay but evolving relay, holistic health and personal growth. It is an overall true friend that shows the truth to what is going on inside us. Even if it scares us to see our deeper fears, insecurities, bad habits or negative tendencies we welcome it because our relationship focus is bringing essence to life and apart of that is getting real with ourselves. Partnership is fun, enjoyable, easeful and gives us what we want, what the essence needs and supports our natural rhythm. We don’t have to pretend or lie because we know we are love and live radiantly as an extension of Mother Earth.

The Aquarian Child: Guide for Parents


Homo Sapien 2.0
By: Rosa Ivy
The depth in creativity allows our child to come as they are instead of come as we intend them to.
Our neurological capacity to imagine sets the caliber for which our child has in his/her tool kit.
Common themes parents project into their children are…
11)    No imagination or
22)    No sense of artistic play with experiences
Artistic play being situations unfolding all around don’t determine how we are to behave. Such as an environment where everyone is gloomy cannot persuade an artistic mind to conform to the gloomy selected choice because artistic implies original perception. Therefore, this person can be a space holder for new energies despite the seeming set energy of the environment.
The no imagination shows up in our habitual mental patterns. Imagination creates an expansive space for infinite resolutions to situations and/or problems. Fear/Stress is the contraction within the chest and with artistic play the breath of contemplation can relieve the tight hold on an expectation and embrace the psychics of infinite possibilities with no fixed solution. We all want a fixed solution but the space within the heart is vast in its choosing of emotional responses.
We as parents must learn how to navigate the subconscious space and recognize grace is consciousness intuitively reflecting and taking a moment of breath to decide a response that comes from I to infinity rather than collective cycle. The most common emotional response is negatively charging our energy to get our message across, such as yelling, raising our voice, telling our child when stressed they can do better. It isn’t easy to step away from the commonly traveled parental path. However, reflecting longer and responding simpler will help us to polarize our negative response into a positive response. Instead of getting frustrated, we use the positive response to celebrate our child’s achievements in strong areas. For example, we may be worried about their negative friends. Instead of complaining or telling our child those friends are bad we can celebrate their strength in soccer or math. Positive encouragement is like the sun; eventually it will reach all areas of our child’s life.  
Giving our children a limited tool kit leaves them pursuing a limited life. For example, the deeper the parent, the more open and impactful the child’s adulthood can be. Without the parent’s imagination depth in solving problems, releasing group think energies and moving towards higher experiences the child is left with status quo in their tool kit. Without expansive tools to manifest the higher calling, children can grow up to find themselves settling for careers, friends, relationships that don’t match their soul’s caliber. The status quo commonly given tool towards self victory leaves children setting out to reach their parents caliber and may go beyond it but with no sense of authentic self.
The greatest tool for the children’s tool kit is the connection between I to infinity. Parents who practice the practical while feeling a depth in their movements tend to have faith in the process of life. Those who look to the outside world for insight on how to navigate the world tend to feel overwhelmed, jealous, angry for not matching up to the world’s ideologies on what makes a man and woman worthy of victory, impatient at their expectations and overall anxious about making life happen for them.

The Aquarian child is different because the Aquarian Age marks the great humanitarian.
These children are naturally born with the gift of innovative, unorthodox problem solving.  The Aquarian breed is designed to clean up unhealthy life styles through the creative process. As the light body (energy in the mother’s aura before spirit baby’s full integration into fetus) Aquarian children are visionaries but the projection of our confusion in who we are leaves the fetus with amnesia. Therefore, the best way to help these children not get overloaded with our limited status quo ideals is to expand our own imagination through art making, poetry, reading, painting, singing, dancing, kayaking, swimming, diving, anything that moves the body and spirit in unique ways.
Opening vibrant spaces within the body is the ability to maneuver spiritual energy and the overwhelmed energy from parents, grandparents and society. We can cut the ancestral darkness by everyday stating an affirmation that polarizes the ancestral junk. For example, “I am not good enough” comes from the monarch age. To polarize that is to state, “I am good enough regardless because I am special.” The shift in communication with self will open a portal inside the womb for a rhythmically intelligent spiritual communicator to come in. The womb is a portal and the multidimensional projection (imagination) opens a precise space to receive a fifth dimensional being, Homo Sapien 2.0.

The current Piscean mind is divided from Piscean harmony.
Pisces is emotional creativity. In the positive polarity art is expressed as loving, caring and sensitive. In the negative polarity art is expressed as heart break, grief and anger. Most of the Piscean Age was expressed through the negative polarity but in order to master Pisces we must reach neutrality to move on to the Aquarian mastery. Therefore, our emotions need to solely be our responsibility if we want to master the Piscean Age. Being responsible we either respond from the limited choice or imaginative choice. The limited choice we make fast assumptions and reactive quickly like being under attack. The imaginative choice we see into the avenues before jumping into one.
Mastering the Piscean negative bio-chemical patterns requires devotion to becoming an independent thinker, higher interpreter and viewer of life experiences. However, it is very difficult to be independent from our parent’s bio-chemical reactivity. Therefore, it is absolutely fundamental that we clean and elevate our space so that the Aquarian child can be an Aquarian leader instead of overwhelmed with Piscean unresolved issues. The only path to independence from our parent’s neurological behavior is to decide to be independent by reprogramming our low self esteem to wholeness.

We have relationship karma coming out of the Piscean age.
Relationships can add more confusion to the already confused person. Our sex and horror stories must be resolved because our affectation with drama in romance leads to endless disappointment and stagnation. The emergence of man and woman is an atomic bomb that can be used to crack open the heart to higher dimensions. But we must decide what kind of relationship we want by deciding our level of commitment to self. If our commitment to self is so so we will have a partner who is so so.
The New Age Relationship is a partnership for visionaries. No more will partners come together to ease each other’s emotional unworthiness or for superficial sense of victory. People will come together for wholeness and art making. Relationships will become a heart opener and children born will reflect the wholeness and commit to the heart. Parents will say to each other “You are Greatness because you just are.” And young love will begin and end with the same authentic communication because both will respect each other enough to let go, heal and grow.

Children born from KARMA play out DRAMA.
Drama plays out until the THING is maneuvered out. Sometimes the parent’s unresolved issues are taken on by the child because the child understands the power of collective work. However, sometimes the child carries the thing into adulthood because the thing wasn’t maneuvered out by the parents. Now they think they must carry the thing to lighten the parents load. To clear our child’s karma is to not self-sabotage our self into tight corners due to impatience with life. Release our karma and find our children have none at all. Release by being original.
Finally,
When we aren’t healthy our child is confused by what health means.
 Listen to the body and the child will listen to theirs. Nourishment of the body is what decides our fetus’s portal strength. When the portal is weak and drained by our feelings of not being enough we confuse the fetus into the thought of not being whole. This can branch off into many negative self concepts that grow into adulthood low self esteem. The portal for the child is open on the 120th day and remains open for 40 days after the birth. The fifth dimensional embodiment for the child can be selected during this time period but we must become the Genius to anchor higher energies into the body. We are Genius when we are still, blank, strong in heart space and disciplined in prayer.

Let the Aquarian child tell you the magic of the multiverse instead of you telling them.

Wednesday, February 21, 2018

Oversoul and Akashic Record

There is a council that selects roles for particular oversoul units which is a cluster of beings within a larger group of beings. This cluster always travels together. Some are spirit guides to the earth embodiment however when all have a well rounded experience of earth they incarnate together to expedite the growth of the larger oversoul which usually are beings who don’t incarnate on earth however connect with the small unit to learn earth. Mainly, they do not incarnate because they are on a different planet or realm doing the same thing the Earth embodiments are, gaining knowledge. They meet up in the Akashic record which is a sun they decide to transmit information into for the larger oversoul to access. The earth unit can connect with the oversoul sun (Akashic record) and download Pleiades, any planet’s information that a unit is incarnated on.

The higher council is the omega oversoul. They decide a unit and even down to the essence of a soul to send a message to the planet. For example, it can be a teaching, technology, invention, theory, idea, revolution, etc. It decides the unit and the essence of a particular soul based on the information in the Akashic record. There are particular traits the omega oversoul selects and if a soul essence within the smaller unit has those traits they are chosen with the unit they are in to be the messenger of a sacred message. However, majority of units on earth are still in distortions and very few are able in the dark ages to follow the higher self and stabilize authenticity in the mind and body and therefore receive the cosmic message. To align with the oversoul, soul family, is to follow the heart and transmute the beliefs in the body to match the frequency of soul resonance.

3rd – 12th dimension

The 3rd Dimension is sound. In the 3rd beings understand how to tune sounds to cosmic resonance. They learn the hypnotic currents of emotions, thoughts and environmental pulls. The focus is to study emotional, mental and environmental vibrations and learn how to shift electromagnetics for environmental harmony.
The 4th dimension is frequency. In the 4th beings understand how to calibrate frequency to shift the overall planetary sound (matrix) which encompasses possible and impossible doctrines for the planet. The frequency sets the direction of the body and planet evolution.
The 5th dimension is reality. In the 5th beings understand how to create the emotion, thought, environment from a state of awareness. Beings learn the external as a reflection of the magnetics or psyche/subconscious projection and focus on refining its broadcast.
The 6th dimension is transverse. In the 6th dimension beings understand how to expand consciousness to the collective mind. There is a communion of mental projections for cohesion of knowledge. Beings learn the pathways of the brain and how to channel higher energies through the infinite facets of the brain. Beings are multitalented and able to access different channels of thought.
The 7th dimension is density. In the 7th dimension beings understand how to adjust meridians to generate higher energy. Beings study the chakras of the body and planetary body and learn geometric patterns that shape energies into new forms such as transform the physical orientation.
The 8th dimension is library. In the 8th dimension beings understand how to store, file and connect information. Beings map incarnation cycles and make agreements/contracts with self, soul family and collective community. Experiences and the zodiac signature are selected based on the strength of the souls’ broadcast in the cosmos. (The strength determines the souls’ mastery in lower and higher realms. A weak broadcast means a soul is not fully empowered in the lower and/or higher realms and requires lessons to strength unconditional love).
The 9th dimension is transmission. In the 9th dimension beings understand how to output data. Beings learn the network of the universe and how to cross information into different galactic regions. They study the filter systems of many planetary matrixes and how to structure information to match the language of the receiver.
The 10th dimension is reception. In the 10th dimension beings understand how to receive intentions and structure guidance based on the being or collective being language. These beings are spirit guides, angels and transcribe/translate the complex data into content able to be comprehendible by the mind of being or collective being. They live closely to the planet the being is on to better understand the matrix of the being’s emotions, thoughts and environment. This helps them to give constructive guidance that is relatable to the emotion, thought and environment. Spirit guides learn how to be teachers and space holders (working alongside different lower/higher realms they are able to learn compassion for the universe)
The 11th dimension is council. In the 11th dimension beings understand how to consult, instruct and command changes and solidify the new arrangement for the mind. They are professors of the universe and have knowledge from the many experiences they have on different planets and realms. They are able to provide leadership because they observe/exist in MANY eras/ages on Earth, Pleiades, Arcturus, Sirius, Orion, etc. along the wide spectrum of soul expression and have a wide variety of experiences they’ve mastered.

The 12th dimension is planetary. In the 12th dimension beings understand how to build planetary bodies such design planets, a solar system, the sun and constitutional makeup of species. They architect genetics based on the collective vision for the planet and study records from other planets to decide the most stable DNA structure. They create basic layouts, blueprints, densities and generator points (ley lines) to ensure the longevity and sustainability of the planet, sun and/or solar system.

Constitutional Bodies

Vision of life/essence/soul intention communicates itself through the constitutional body. The initial soul integration configurates into Earthly form through shaping/reshaping the aura. (incarnation cycles –levels of self-mastery from basic school to undergrad school) After completing several basic incarnations, plant and animal, the soul becomes the manifested human which consists of lifetimes of patterning/re-patterning and chosen constitutional body.
WarriorAries, Taurus
 Physical Characteristics - Bigger boned, intense eyes, distinct features; origin Africa, India, Middle East
Time Period - Arrive during the cusp of two ages or changing eras
Function - Designed to sustain a large amount of energy (shamans/powerhouse)
Focus - Leaders, movers and shakers, revolutionary; can generate a lot of energy
Inventor Gemini, Virgo
Physical Characteristics - Tall, lean, larger scull
Time Period - Arrive at the later start of the next era or new age
Function - Designed to interpret the cosmic message into practical mechanics (mental consistency)
Focus - Scientific discovery, observations, inventions
BuilderCapricorn, Leo
Physical Characteristics - Broad shoulders
Time Period - Arrive during technology shifts
Function - Designed to implement plans into collective institutional structures
Focus - Strategize, examine, maintenance; improve structures through creating maps/plans
ArtistPisces, Cancer, Sagittarius
Physical Characteristics - Small, soft looking, gentle features
Time Period - Arrive during revolutions or in the middle of present era or age
Function - Designed to evoke higher imagination in the populous
Focus - Inspires ideology change through gentle expression of art and philosophy, stimulates higher frequencies in the brain
WatcherScorpio, Libra, Aquarius
Physical Characteristics - Plain looking, soft spoken, other worldly presence, alien eyes and/or face shape
Time Period - Arrive to study and prepare for creation lifetimes where they will be given tasks to complete
Function - Designed to oversee planetary progress and provide suggestions for improvements they transmit to origin planet or realm

Focus - New to Earth, requires strong Earthly protectors, given basic lessons, arrive with another planetary make-up (they will modify to align with Earth make-up), have pattern/perceptions of another planet or celestial realm, send information to origin planet or realm, studies Earth institutions, matrixes and limitations, has constant communication with origin

Thursday, February 1, 2018

Mindful College Writing

November 8, 2017
Oedipus through the Philosophical Eyes
“…heavy weight of sorrow you will shoulder…” (Oedipus the King), this quote reflects the ode of integrity whispering beneath the roar of murky identity. Human evolution is a scramble through empire and err peddling society into the unknown. Shackles of identity/hierarchy, grouping with no means of unifying are the insensible human lost at sea. The hearth of human is swamped by aches of mistake, regret and guilt. “Racked with anguish…” human is impeded with flawed belief, wings wandering reckless–waiting…waiting for something/someone wise to tell the story of clarity.
Writers of Another Earth (2012), Brit Marling and Mike Cahill, apply the same blackness of human in Another Earth from “he digs [gold pins] down the sockets of his eyes, crying, “You, you’ll see no more the pain I suffered, all the pain I caused,”” where Oedipus fails to forgive, never learns the word and dies to self-hatred. In Another Earth a janitor kills his ears and eyes. In his oblivion he thinks he might lose track of the pain crammed inside. This is the same oblivion Oedipus feels after gorging his eyes blind, “…blind to the sound of life, not just the sight, /Oblivion–what a blessing/for the mind to dwell a world away from pain.”  Rage flings humans into running dramas with no resolution wise enough to sustain peace. When lavender, a color of serenity, inherent royalty, turns rarity and loudness of impulse struts recklessly forward oblivion sleeps sharpness and coldness deaf. Deaf to pain, deaf to life, too deaf to know the heart and forgive. 

“If there was another You, would life then appear like a school, each of Yous learning something different, mastering the many layers of consciousness.” Pain has always been the hiccup of torment. And yet it connects human to compassion because all know well its chatter. As embers of hate, prejudice, and hierarchy burn shackles of separation, I verse You, clear a space opens for something clean to evolve human beyond self-hatred taught by outdated theology. Oedipus is the immature human, ill with confused identity, I without I to infinity. The mature human waits…waits for the quiet story outlining humans into ONE.

Mindful College Writing

December 8, 2017
Evolving the Immature Self
“I could be blind to misery” (Sophocles 1130). The image of sight is heavily empathized in Oedipus the King. For example, “I see–how could I fail to see”, (Sophocles 1131) “…so much fascinates my eyes…Nothing I could see could bring me joy” (Sophocles 1167), “…blind to the sound of life, not just the sight…” (Sophocles 1169). Oedipus is blind to his neurosis. Choices or mental constructs design destiny. Oblivion to arrhythmic intelligence cannot help but blame destiny. Oedipus is an example of obsession as he collides into the truth that his queen and previous king are his parents. He is reactional in his paranoia when neurotically targeting Creon for killing the king. Oedipus symbolizes “the human” that cannot take responsibly for one’s life and oblivion is ones inability to master the mind.
Recklessness in human, angry and incomplete stumbles into unforgiveness. Health in human dulls as naturally sensitive hearts are pulled desensitized. Confusion in human is missing intuition to guide decisions. What is left in human after thousands of eras desensitized from the open and spiritual heart is fear. Angry and incomplete, unable to learn the lesson of pain, human tries to heal but cannot remember how. Oedipus represents this immature human.
Ancient Sophocles could not possible predict people today would glorify Shakespeare and “the human,” neurotic and unstable. Glorify pain but never do Sophocles and Shakespeare glorify forgiveness, peace and wisdom. Sophocles and Shakespeare share the same pessimistic view on human. Buddhists describe karma as an incomplete story repeating throughout lifetimes. Only forgiveness and compassion can human ascend out of the cycle. For example, it is similar to repeating the fifth grade for eternity but the spirit in human is meant to evolve and grow. The stories of Sophocles and Shakespeare amplify the belief system of the current era. For example, Sophocles projects theology of the Greek Gods into his stories and Shakespeare, the gothic monarchy. What has become culture are incomplete stories, according to Buddhists, that are complete when forgiveness resolves anger, rage and confusion.
Yogi Bhujan said human has 84 chakras of the mind and 27 selves (Chakras being energy channels within the body). A person has an immature self, wise self, emotional self, spiritual self, primal self, playful self, intelligent self, grounded self, creative self, etc. and incarnations are mapped to strengthen each infinite gift within the human, such as the artistic, practical, compassionate, earthy, authentic, courageous. Each chakra in the mind and the 27 selves are a school to help human become Everything.
If institutions magnify the immature human through placing Sophocles and Shakespeare as ultimate literature, one may ask what will become of human when the immature human evolves. What does the mature human look like? Is it grace, wisdom, balance or a person who isn’t blind to their unforgivness. There is a character in Another Earth like Oedipus who purposely blinds and deafens himself with poison. The audience isn’t given the reason behind his self-inflicted pain but human can guess it’s too painful to be open and yet too painful to be closed. Oedipus the King is the immature human and is exalted in institutions today because human hasn’t learned how to heal, therefore similar stories are repeated today.
…However…changes are happening in the human psyche. It is evident in the subtle and soothing story in Another Earth. Rhoda is a character who as a teenager kills a women and a young boy while drunk driving. She thinks by befriending the husband/father, who is oblivious of her wrong doing, she can have resolution. Stories by Sophocles and Shakespeare, characters do not know how to heal or create balance. Characters use revenge and anger to repair themselves. This strange method of resolution only creates more disharmonies and heals nothing. A character exits the story with a heavy heart and no resolution for peace. There is a scene in Another Earth where Rhoda confesses to the man whose family she killed. It’s full of sorrow yet soft release, quiet and of peace, which is lacking in Sophocles and Shakespeare stories. In this monologue Rhoda teaches the audience how to heal,
Let me tell you a story…It’s about a girl. At the start she’s naïve, reckless. She does something that is unforgivable. One day she goes to apologize. She loses her nerve. She’s weak. She lies to him…She thinks that she might, in the smallest of ways, be able to make his life little bit better and so she wakes up every day just to do that. Some days she thinks it’s for him other days she worries that it is for herself. It is really just a way to survive what I’ve done…It was my fault. I killed your wife and son.
When the shift occurs there will be a new trend within literature. Sophocles and Shakespeare will be seen as brilliant but brilliancy will transform into a story of wisdom and self mastery. Revenge and anger will become empowerment and peace. Children within institutions will study the gothic past of recklessness and confusion and study conscious living. Rhoda in her monologue expresses healing as honesty, not blunt or brash, abrupt or upset. It’s bighearted in its silence. Literature, TV, radio can be quite loud, chapters distractive with facades, American music with tings muddy and animalistic. Deeper within the commercialized human there is maturity which can See “…nothing happens to you but for you (Jim Carrey). There is connectivity not of destiny or choice. To See is to Feel with compassion. When there is no compassion human is blind, cannot face the planet. One is to too open and too closed to realize the pain is unforgiveness… to forgive is to resolve. Maybe it is too painful to forgive. Maybe it takes lifetimes to forgive. However a story is only completed and ready to ascend when one forgives.

Mindful College Writing - William Wordsworth

November 1, 2017
William Wordsworth: Inner Child, Spiritual Depth and Grace through Nature
William Wordsworth is a mover and shaker of his generation. As a young man he witnessed the French and American Revolution and quickly learned the immaturity of man. Society began to turn away from country side living to voyage into capitalism and industry. He wasn’t fond of the shallow behavior of greedy man and believed the lightness of nature as the true reality man should pursue. Wordsworth cultivated the idea well of man having an inner child that should never “…fade into the light of common day” (Ann Charters and Samuel Charters 1015). He encouraged himself to not weaver from the joy of perceiving nature through the eyes of a child. “Getting and spending, we lay waste our powers,” (Ann Charters and Samuel Charters 1019), this quote from “The world is too much with us” showcases Wordsworth’s disempowerment with culture pulling people away from content with self into unruly restlessness with hierarchical climbing. Raised up in the sovereignty of green his perspective on life is similar to Native American oneness and Buddhism maturity through mindfulness. According to Wordsworth, the “power” of man is the ability to see nature as a magnificent creation.
As an adult Wordsworth wanted to create a new style of poetry, “…closer to language of ordinary people and would deal with genuine emotions” (Ann Charters and Samuel Charters 1013). Wordsworth’s writing would be the start to the Romantic Movement which focused on imagination, nature, melancholy and the supernatural. His message is a call for humanity to grow a simplistic life style that would guarantee stainable peace and prevent “It moves us not” (Ann Charters and Samuel Charters 1019), a poetic statement on the mundane meaninglessness people feel when disconnected from nature. The themes of his work are inner child, spiritual depth as an adult and grace through nature.
The inner child, soft and complete, provides indescribable clarity to one’s existence and is felt through the timelessness of presence. Wordsworth in “Ode: Intimations of Immortality” reflects on the significance human feels when there is a spontaneous dance with the on goings of ordinary day that is curious to learn and open to the many dimensions of consciousness. Wordsworth, similar to Native American culture, is able to connect the macro, such as the universe, to the micro, a meadow, grove and steam and simplifies that broad creative connectivity into a single image. “There was a time when meadow, grove, and steam… appareled in celestial light” (Ann Charters and Samuel Charters 1014), depicts the human body as a gown made of galaxies and stars. A soul will wear a human gown for a temporary time but is not the only gown a soul will dress in. The soul takes on the many skins of creation. A modern interpretation of oneness from Neil Degrasse Tyson provides the same reflection,
“The most astounding fact…the atoms that made the human body are traceable to the crucibles that cooked light elements into heavy elements…these stars…went unstable…collapsed and then exploded, scattering their enriched guts across the universe…When I look up at the night sky…yes are apart of this universe, in this universe, but perhaps more important than both of those facts is that the universe is in us… what you really want in life is to feel connected….
Children have the highest level of quiet, an emptiness not yet full with ideology, religion or low self-worth. Wordsworth gives gratitude to this existence by honoring it as a notion correct, “Thanks to the human heart by which we live” (Ann Charters and Samuel Charters 1018). Cherish the childlike heart is Wordsworth’s message in “Ode: Intimations of Immortality” and is expressed as a light before endless imitation, repetition with no imaginative creation. Barth writes Wordsworth’s image of the inner child as “Our light may gradually be buried under cares and distractions, but is not quite extinguished” (91). The inner child is the true self, the imposter self born out ideology can bury the true self but the light of its marvelous sight will always exist as truth to all things.
Spiritual depth as an adult is a theme in “Ode: Imitation of Immortality.”
Strength and thought together give us… the power to see through our own venality and triviality and to recapture, in this new form, our bond with nature (Pierce 91); this quote affirms the spiritual depth of human can get lost to shallow desire. The reintegration of the multifaceted perceptive children access requires strength of will. “…not as in the hour/Of thoughtless youth; but hearing oftentimes/The still, sad music of humanity. Nor harsh nor grating, thought of ample power/To chasten and subdue” (Gross 121), Wordsworth understands the stifling pressure humanity suffocates in. Many adults go about the day with suppressed spiritual depth. Sensitivity turns hard and hardness is unable to feel the non-reality persons engage in. The sad music of humanity is living blind to the bloom of bountiful green. The spiritual depth is the tool to sovereignty of mind and heart, returning eyes back to colorful bloom. Without strength and thought the energetic spring of delight dulls into “habitual sway” (Ann Charters and Samuel Charters 1018).
Grace through nature is a theme in “I Wandered Lonely as a Cloud.” “Ten thousand saw I at first glance/Tossing their heads in spritely dance” (Ann Charters and Samuel Charters 782), this quote emphasizes that human wants connection. The technology age presents many facades people live by. Mask nature with profit and products but the longing remains for something beyond the light of television. It is a smoked mirror the reality everyone downloads the mind into. The matrix is “life happens to you and not for you” (Jim Carrey). The disbelief in mysticism, law of attraction, synchronicity, has everyone caught in random. The “power” of seeing nature as magnificent creation inverts the eyes and quickly one realizes the roots to trees and brain stems talk to each other, a language beyond the five senses. The dazzling light Wordsworth dances with as he voyages across a moment in time, that moment infinite and his life complete is a transmission of energy through images. And these images try to return the reader back to Love, compassionate and supportive as Trees. An enlightened society many philosophers have written on but the trees remain as the only enlightened community and the majority has no time to contemplate how they accomplished suchness. Priority is still imperial and addition is still avarice. The sparkle of Wordsworth’s grace is organic wonderment with nature. This life heals the heart and mind of culture constrictions and opens the chi to creative power.
“…we lived as children, we can find where the current runs strongest for us now, and with the thoughtful, affectionate courage appropriate to maturity can dedicate ourselves to the impulses that best reflect these noble origins” (Pierce 92), Yogi Bhagan said the greatest gift to give to children is high self-esteem so they may learn nobility as grace. The immaturity raves at rot of self-worth. There is no energy to reflect on constructive behavior patterns because the majority of thoughts are given to antsy. However, amongst the fog of adulthood slaving Wordsworth discovers inner child, spiritual depth and grace as his secret door to peace.

Mindful College Writing

October 12, 2017
Old Age Dissatisfaction & Peace
As children we are bold in our directness, playing with life as prosperity seeps out of our chest and nature becomes of us, most organic honey our minds are. Children are guardians of green. They value its wisdom by flying creative and attentive to its breeze, most natural lavender our hearts are. In adolescence the carefree is replaced by insecurity and competition. Either we learn self-acceptance as stamina or drop off into the pool of adult shame and self-judgment.
Do Not Go Gentle into That Good Night by Dylan Thomas and I Wandered Lonely as a Cloud by William Wordsworth communicate steps to old age dissatisfaction and a journey through peace. In Do Not Go Gentle into That Good Night the narrator rages at the dying of light (death) because there was no enlightened moment of empowered peace. For example, “The frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,” reveals an unhappy man who introspects on the importance of wholeheartedly pursuing life and the discontent from allowing low self esteem (frail deeds) to prevent one from self expression, such as dancing childlike by the bay. “Wild men who caught and sung the sun in flight/and learn too late they grieved it on its way out,” provides a message. Moments pass quickly and require full presence or they blur into others and are never thoroughly seen or felt. And finally, “…words had forked no lightning,” expresses the blunt reality of speech having no passion or depth and genius not actualized.
I Wandered Lonely as a Cloud by Wordsworth, the title creates this sad image yet the poem speaks of euphoric peace from simplicity. For example, “Wandering Lonely” doesn’t imply depression. The narrator is deciding to wander life alone to discover deeper meanings for life beyond ideology constrictions. “Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,” by Thomas and “Fluttering and dancing in the breeze…Along the margin of a bay,” by Wordsworth have similar imagery yet one narrator is self-constricted by fears and the other is self-liberated through nature. “In pensive mood…flash upon the inward eye/which is the bliss of solitude…then my heart with pleasure fills,” the narrator is providing a process for healing negative thought and returning to peace. The inward eye which is contemplation and solitude seen as empty, blank and still are the tools to gratitude that is awe struck simply by “dances with daffodils.”
Don’t Go Gentle into That Good Night, the narrator lives an incomplete life and I Wandered Lonely as a Cloud, the narrator lives a complete life. The difference between these two poems is one expresses life ruled by fear and the other closeness to nature. The comparison provides a larger message. There is old age regret from living out of touch with self and great enlightenment from being fully here now, appreciating this moment.

Mindful College Writing - Define Poetry

September 22, 2017
Define Poetry: Pablo Neruda and Archibald Macleish
Poetry by Pablo Neruda defines poetry as a journey to consciousness. “Poetry arrived in search of me,” Neruda is describing the moment his mind opened to something profound and used diction such as “summed” to convey his mystical awakening into higher thought. “My eyes were blind,” Neruda is letting the reader know poetry is not bound to tactile senses, “…something started in me,” can be seen as a new spiritual sense being activated within him. “There I was without a face,” voyaging further into poetries mysticism Neruda reveals the ego/identity of himself being removed and the emptiness presenting fresh vision, a rebirth of neurological wiring. Further diction such as “deciphering that fire” conveys the practice of such new found perception fuller and connected to nature’s quiet cornucopia, a renaissance of cosmic ongoings. After much perception opening Neruda softly loosens his thoughts onto page showcasing his process of becoming wise “suddenly I saw the heavens unfastened and open.” Neruda correlating ethereal expansion within self to poetry creates the imagery of poetry being telestic, celestial and tactile senses working in collaboration.
Ars Poetica by Archibald Macleish creates the same imagery of poetry being soft and closer to nature than, for example, technology, superficial personas. Poetry is designed to shed falseness of identity and open a person up to a realm of organic sovereignty–beautiful a person is because the whole universe conspired to seed their unique breed. In this quote, “A poem should be motionless in time/as the moon climbs,” Macleish describes poetry as mindful. In order to witness the moon’s rise and fall a person must have presence, stillness. Therefore, poetry isn’t an attainment or sought out ambition. It is closer to a Native American quietly observing a tree while seated facing its timelessness than a prestigious scholar’s pounding desire. Poetry is a calm connection to movement of nature not existing for time but is I Am that I Am, open, ever-changing, mysterious, spontaneous growth without dictation. “A poem should be equal: not true,” Macleish makes it clear poetry is not fundamental, fixed such as other writings are presented with rules and formats. It is practical, organized yet loose, flexible and wise.
Both Neruda and Macleish express poetry as wholehearted in its ability to seep mindfulness. “A poem should not mean but be” by Macleish and “My heart broke loose on the wind” by Neruda both communicate poetry as fluid, honoring nature’s loyalty to peace. They provide the imagery of a poet receiving a glimpse behind the curtain between human and nature. Looking through a person witnesses the spaciousness of consciousness. Poetry showcases the invisible alteration of perception, the neurological expansion, bio-chemical adjustment, subtle or angry, something has shifted and a poem captures the process of that opening.